Ok so I'm starting a blog about my dad and this shitty dementia. I'm so sad all the time and the fact of the matter is the only way I can truly get all my feelings out is to put them on paper. Write like a maniac. That's what I do when I'm mad and sad. And whatever. Dad's eyes have that lost look more often now. It's like sometimes he fades away right in front of my eyes. I want to pull him back so bad. Just tell him to snap out of it. But that's not gonna happen. This disease has been described as the longest goodbye and it truly is. But I guess it could be another disease that takes him quickly and no thanks. I need my dad. We have baseball to watch.
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